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Thursday, May 13th, 2004

Subject:eh....
Time:2:06 pm.
Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aten
your best quality isyour music taste rules
your worst quality isyou feel lonely sometimes
this is becauseOf the people you hang around
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Subject:hmmmm.........
Time:1:57 pm.
Your Superhero Persona
by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero NameButt-Man
Super PowerX-Ray Vision
EnemyHipsters
Mode Of TransportationSkateboard
WeaponTacos
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Subject:IsItABlastFromThePast??
Time:1:15 pm.
Mood: bored.
Your Homocidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:Shovel
Your Favorite Target:Inanimate objects
Your Kill Count:651,849,945
Your Battle Cry:"Mutha fuckaaaaaaas!"
Years You Spend in Jail:15
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:$311,330,374,538,470
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 94%
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hahahaha...MUTHA FUCKAAAAAAAAS!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, May 11th, 2004

Subject:"hey fuck you man!" don't mean nothin anymore.
Time:12:14 pm.
Mood: hyper.
i haven't updated this in a while so here i go. john kinda considers me his girlfriend now i guess...kinda weird...o_O

I'VE PLAYED IT OUT OUT OUT OUT

OOOH

I'VE PLAYED IT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT

i'm big enough to make a moral that i never really did.
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Thursday, April 15th, 2004

Subject:damnit
Time:1:15 pm.
Mood: confused.
sometimes i wonder:why am i such a fucking idiot???
i have yet to figure it out.


so i have extremely weird-ass dreams o__O

i don't really know what the hell is going on between john & me at the moment. i can't tell if he really does like me or if he's just...messing w/me. which would be entirely shitty. i sound like such a stupid naive teenager right now. DAMNIT. being 17 suuuuuuuuuucks. i feel like i'm a complete failure already & i'm not even out of high school yet. maybe i need a boyfriend/girlfriend....john & i flirt constantly but it's just stupid petty things that don't really have much of an impact on "us"...er somethin...like today he took my pen becuz i was SITTING IN HIS CHAIR OH NO THE WORLD IS GOING TO END. so he joked that he was going to write his name on the chair so i wouldn't sit in it & so i started to write mine on it & he said "it doesn't work like that natalie!!!" & yanked the pen out of my hand. it was funny. but he didn't give it back. grrr :)


Free Nation?
state officials talk of freedom they-talk in this country that we live in they-talk free to be harassed and be beaten by the pigs your rights-no rights till your fucking broken, crippled, or until you're fucking dead they pass laws unfair to gays their-work and separatist laws to keep the non-whites in their place their-work family values as a smoke screen blowing in your face their truth-no truth family values isn't something that shouldn't be based on hate justice presides over them, late into the night a blind fold covering their eyes but something isn't right... under their arms there are shackles on her legs and the hands that once held up her scales are bound, are bound in chains and behind their closed doors they conspire through the night more work-sick work and they won't stop until this nation is all straight and all white they call it a free nation, but all it is, is a nazi nation
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Thursday, March 25th, 2004

Subject:NIGGA FUCK YO COUCH!!!
Time:2:13 pm.
Mood: excited.
take this pink ribbon off my eyes
i'm exposed
& it's no big surprise
don't you think i know exactly where i stand?
this world is forcing me to hold your hand

cuz i'm just a girl
o little ol' me
well don't let me out of your sight
i'm just a girl
all pretty & petite
so don't let me have any rights

OoOoOoOoOoHh i've had it up to here ->~<-

:)
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Subject:i believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhythm of my heart!!!!!!!!!!
Time:2:06 pm.
Mood: hyper.
WHAT IS YOUR IDEA OF PERFECT HAPPINESS?
Um…well….yeeeap….i guess the feeling of freedom & love? idk

WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST PERSONAL FEAR?
Cemeteries, coffins, hearses, anything to do w/death, bees, a million other things…

WITH WHICH HISTORICAL FIGURE DO YOU MOST IDENTIFY?
Uh……

WHICH LIVING PERSONS DO YOU MOST ADMIRE?
Heh……..heh heh………………….no one 8)

WHAT IS THE TRAIT YOU MOST DEPLORE IN YOURSELF?
I let other people intimidate me.

WHAT IS THE TRAIT YOU MOST DEPLORE IN OTHERS?
When they’re not being themselves becuz they want to fit into a crowd.

WHAT OBJECTS DO YOU ALWAYS CARRY WITH YOU?
Hm…lip stuff, a pen, gum, my house key, & sometimes notes

WHAT MAKES YOU DEPRESSED?
When people that I care about ignore me, when I don’t have the courage to tell people how I really feel……….a lot of other stuff.

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SMELLS?
My stuffed animal kitty that smells like candy 8), yankee candles, freshly cut grass during the summer, laundry detergent

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BUILDING?
SOUTHPORT HIGH SCHOOL!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE JOURNEY?
London & Paris

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FANTASY?
Living in Paris or London & having sex w/davey havok or that one guy everyone hates!!!! :-D

WHAT IS YOUR MOST UNAPPEALING HABIT?
Uhh…biting my nails, my compulsive eating habits :-[

WHAT WAS THE LAST GREAT RECORD YOU HEARD?
If by record you mean cd I guess it would be the last one I listened to: no doubt-tragic kingdom

WHAT HAS BEEN YOUR GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT?
idk

DO YOU BELIEVE IN CAPITAL PUNISHMENT?
Idk or care

DO YOU BELIVE IN MONOGAMY?
Uh………..sorta?

WHAT OR WHO IS THE GREATEST LOVE OF YOUR LIFE?
………

WHICH PERSON DO YOU MOST DESPISE?
Aimee Beckstead or Vincent Ventura ;)

HOW DO YOU RELAX?
Music, showers, sleeping, eating

DO YOU BELIVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?
I believe in different dimensions after death….so…sure

HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE REMEMBERED?
As a………………………………….girl…………………that was…………….nice…..?

WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON LIFE HAS TAUGHT YOU?
I AIN’T LEARNED SHIT :)


i didn't really like that one too much for some reason [?]


xxjxxxdxx
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Friday, March 19th, 2004

Subject:whatev.
Time:2:19 pm.
Mood: scared.
pummel
Weapons are not your thing. You would prefer to
pummel your opponent to death with your fists
and feet. You show a lot of Honor but some
power still eludes you. I can give you this
power, I can make you stronger, join me.
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Subject:weelll
Time:2:08 pm.
Mood: curious.
I want my rubber ducky!
Volo anaticulum cumminosam meam!
"I want my rubber ducky!"
Okay, so you're a little childish. You know how to
have a good time.


Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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Subject:woo!
Time:1:54 pm.
Mood: awake.
free
You have a free soul! As all the souls go, yours is
the most free-spirited and adventurous. You
like camping, hiking, or interaction with other
people. Your a social butterfly, but not
because of your style, but because of your
willingness to communicate with everyone. You
probably have close friends who can rely on you
because you always seem to know whats going on
in the world. You love music and are
free-spirited and someone fun to be around. A
born leader and great explorer-dont ever
change-the world needs more people like you.


What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Thursday, March 18th, 2004

Time:2:50 pm.
Mood: embarrassed.
i'm cool so i stole this from chris's lj :) & i'm gonna fill it out while in school

Birthdate: October 25
-- Birthplace: Indianapolis
-- Current Location: Southport
-- Eye Color: green & brown & they sometimes change
-- Hair Color: dark brown
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty

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<font size="3" face="rockwell">i'm cool so i stole this from chris's lj :) & i'm gonna fill it out while in school

<font size="3" face="harrington">Birthdate: October 25
-- Birthplace: Indianapolis
-- Current Location: Southport
-- Eye Color: green & brown & they sometimes change
-- Hair Color: dark brown
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty

<font size="3" face="curlz mt"-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
-- Your heritage: german, french, & native american...yap
-- The shoes you wore today: my pink & red vans nigga
-- Your weakness: hmm.."your weakness is when little kitties die :("-chris lol
-- Your fears: o man i have way too many...death, coffins, hearses, cemetaries, anything to do w/that stuff, bees, chris ::shakes in my little space boots::, uuuhhhh....
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: go to college & get a good career

<font size="3" face="arial black">-----------------WHAT IS------------------
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: lol, awesome, idk, & w/
-- Your thoughts first waking up: GOD DAMNIT..jibberish profantities..or i'll think i'm still having a dream [???] yea, weird :)
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: probably hair...
-- Your best physical feature: my body i guess...i dance what can i say
-- Your bedtime: HAH!
-- Your greatest accomplishment: uh...i guess winning dance nationals & getting in prelude finals
-- Your most missed memory: being a little kid w/no responsibilities..or being w/old friends

<font size="3" face="ransom">-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: NEITHER!!..i don't like dark colas blech!
-- Single or group dates: group
-- Adidas or Nike: i really don't care
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate bitch!
-- Cappuccino or coffee: both

<font size="3" face="verdana">-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Smoke: Nap
-- Cuss: too much
-- Take a shower everyday: heh heh...::suspicious eyes:: yeeeeaaaa....
-- Have a crush(es): GRR..unfortunately
-- Who are they: xxjxdxx...stupid fucker
-- Do you think you've been in love?: nope...but i've had infatuations that are kinda scary
-- Want to go to college: i guess
-- Like high school: .........no
-- Want to get married: not really
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: sure do
-- Believe in yourself: no comment
-- Get motion sickness: NEVER!!
-- Think you're attractive: i am a sexy beast!!
-- Think you're a health freak: not exactly..
-- Get along with your parents: um...no
-- Like thunderstorms: as long as they're not the really dangerous kind
-- Play an instrument: guitar & piano..sorta

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoke(d): nope
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Have Sex: Nope
-- Made Out: .........nope
-- Go on a date: nope
-- Go to the mall: Yes
-- Eaten sushi: yea
-- Been on stage: yea
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: No
-- Made homemade cookies: hahaha yap
-- Been in love: nope
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: maybe..?

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: Yes
-- Missed school because it was raining?: lol probably
-- Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yea
-- Regretted it later?: yea
-- Cried during a Movie?: hahaha...i don't know if there's a movie i haven't cried during
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: omg just ask lisa or banna 8-)
i've had waaaaaaaaay too many crushes on cartoons & i swear yu-hi-oh would be hot as hell if he were a real guy!!!
-- Had an imaginary friend: uh..it’s complicated
-- Been on stage?: are you kidding
-- Cut your hair: wtf kinda question is that...NO psssh
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Subject:ahahahaha
Time:12:34 pm.
What type of music are you? by Rachel
LJ username
First name
Year of birth
Favorite instrument
Favorite color
You areblack metal
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WTF??! hahaha
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Wednesday, March 17th, 2004

Subject:hahaha
Time:12:31 pm.
Mood: amused.
HASH(0x8870620)
You are WILD AND CRAZY KIDS. You couldn't get
through life without a little fun... or a neon
colored t-shirt. You are a team player and
really into Omar Gooding. GO YOU!


Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
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Subject:sneak up & hit you like a fuckin tornado
Time:12:11 pm.
Mood: crappy.
Aw Vinnie I'm sorry...I really am.

so...i never type in here cuz i have a blurty. the only reason i would type on here is if i was on a school computer & i am sooo...this week has sucked. o man has it ever. i've been sick & i really hate school...i'm so unhappy damnit. banna & vincent go out now...what a pretty little picture.

It's just toOoOoOo fucking perfect!!!!

hmm........:'(
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Thursday, March 11th, 2004

Subject:i'm bored in school.
Time:10:32 am.
damn. i almost got out of going to the first half of school today :( but nOoOoOo my mom had to be cool & make me go. i hate school...but i like it at the same time cuz it's the only time i don't hafta listen to my freakin parents....although here i just hafta find new & improved ways to break the rules :)

ok...i'm bored so here goes:
1 minute ago: reading banna's livejournal
1 day ago at this time: sitting in the IMC w/corey "looking for research on the belzec death camp"....hehehe >:)
1 week ago: probably sitting in US history class.
1 year ago: getting ready to go to london & paris...::sigh:: :-/
5 minutes ago: running around the halls looking for my class cuz we keep moving
5 days ago: probably at the dance refinery taking tumbling class or driving around looking at cool houses w/nick & tyler....or maybe i was still asleep ^_^
5 weeks ago: prelude
5 months ago: uhhh...loathing having thanksgiving while being a vegetarian..eh..it's not so bad
5 years ago: yer motha!!
i hurt: when i think people are ignoring me
i love: mutts..& my mice & kitties
i hate: when i see the guy i like making out w/a girl i hate ::thumbs up::
i fear: Ha...everything. death, or bees...& not having any friends & not having a job or car or money when i turn 18
i hope: i get accepted to a college...or i get a scholarship to Tremaine this weekend
i feel alone: in school in the halls usually
i break: hearts ;)
i listen: to afi a lot...& other music
i hide: when people chase me
i breathe: NEVER
i play: with myself :-D
i miss: London & Paris
i learn: nothing...i'm a failure :)
i feel: alone...& like a slut today lol i'm wearing a whore-ish shirt
i know: i'm probly failing some classes
i say: weird things sometimes.
i dream: a lot...& very strange dreams at that
i want: a fucking car
i fell: down
i CANT wait: to go to China & get the fuck away from here!!!!
i need: a fucking car

- last movie you saw: shallow hal
- last movie you saw on the big screen: uhhh...Elf? wow that was a while ago
- last phone number you called: my house to here our new cool-ass motherfuckin cordless phone's ringer
- last show you watched on TV: yu-gi-oh lmao
- last song you heard: it's only you...beautiful (brand new)
- last thing you had to drink: grape juice
- thing you ate: "carpet"
- last time you showered: last year
- last time you cried: last night when i got home from dance...cuz i wanna quit
- last time you smiled: just now when i read banna's answer :)
- last time you laughed: same
- last person you hugged: brian popp
- last person you kissed: in my dreams...davey havok
- last thing you said: "what? ...i'm filling out this thing that banna did" - to andy
- last person u talked to online: chelsea, banna, & vincent...& maybe jenNn
- last thing you smelled: umm...my hair?

Do you...
- smoke? No
- do drugs? No
- drink? eh..
- sleep with stuffed animals? ....NO...::suspicious eyes::
- have a dream that keeps coming back? yea it's really weird lol i'll wake up to my alarm...but it won't be that annoying BEEP BEEP sound that i'm hearing it'll be one of my friends like banna or jenNn saying something in the exact rythm of the beep & they'll say it over & over & every time i wake up saying the same thing: "i like waking up this way so much better" & i smile & then i actually wake up & i'm like...WTF?!!...or i'll wake up screaming [???]
- play an instrument? guitar..or i try to
- believe there is life on other planets? definitely
- read the newspaper? only the comics or maybe the front page or Indiana Living section
- have any gay or lesbian friends? yes & they're all beautiful
- believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? if you truly love them...which is rare
- consider yourself tolerant of others? depends
- consider police a friend or foe? sometimes friend but most the time foe
- like he taste of alcohol? if it's well-disguised
- have a favourite Stooge? idk but my favorite when i was a kid was always Larry
- believe in astrology? sorta
- believe in magic? sorta
- pray? um...sparatically
- go to church? nope
- have any secrets? a few
- have any pets? 2 mice named Miss Pinky & Miss Brain (they're girls, obviously) & um...6 or 7 cats: Paris (or Baby Girl), Violet, Cookie, Hope, Cameo, Jynx, & London just died a few months ago :'(...& a dog named Juno :)
- go to or plan to go to college? hopefully
- have a degree? .....
- talk to strangers who instant message you? hell yea
- wear hats? uh...not really
- have any piercings? yea
- have any tattoos? yea...sorta :)
- have a "hot spot"? OoOoOoO YEAAA!!!!
- wish on stars? sometimes if i see the first star of the night & realize it...& shooting ones
- like your handwriting? sometimes...a little messy but very unique
- have any bad habits? heh...i can't think of all of them
- believe in witches? sure
- believe in Satan? i think it comes down to the person...i don't believe in an actual Satanic being
- believe in ghosts? ....yep....
- believe in Santa? hahaha
- believe in the Easter Bunny? yea
- believe in the Tooth Fairy? uh....if you count the fake mechanical tooth fairy in my old dentist's office then yes
- have a second family? yea..banna's family..or
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Wednesday, March 10th, 2004

Subject:yet another
Time:2:59 pm.
Mood: hungry.
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:Creativity
In a survival situation, you:Cleverly trick your attacker
Your hidden talent is:Pragmatism
Your gift is:An iron constitution
In groups, you:Observe others' behaviour
Your best quality is:Your indomitable will
Your weakness is:Being unforgiving
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getting a little closer....
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Subject:the other one
Time:2:37 pm.
Mood: chipper.
i just took a beautiful picture of delao :) & now i'm sitting here w/theee almighty bannaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! :)



Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:Courage
In a survival situation, you:Fight, and enjoy it
Your hidden talent is:Adaptability
Your gift is:Ability to acquire wealth
In groups, you:Blend in
Your best quality is:Your creativity
Your weakness is:Your coldness
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hmmmm.....closer i think
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Subject:!!!!!!!!!!!
Time:10:56 am.
Mood: grumpy.
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:Beauty
In a survival situation, you:Outsmart your attacker
Your hidden talent is:Seeing the best in others
Your gift is:A loving heart
In groups, you:Work for a common goal
Your best quality is:Your industriousness
Your weakness is:Your passivity
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totally me........

WOW..i can be a real idiot sometimes :)
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Subject:gonna die gonna die gonna die for your government....
Time:10:33 am.
holy shit i can't believe they have sally from the nightmare before christmas mood..icon thingies. AAAAAHHHHHHHH i don't know why it bothers me so much. IIIIIIIIIIII HATE that....lol
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